Thursday, 14 May 2009

Horlicks guards against night starvation

Sorry about the title, I came across it the other day and it really made me smile...........and then frown, as in my mind I see night starvation as some kind of monster that the mighty horlicks fends off while you are sleeping, but I suppose they had to think of something unique to try and sell it, seeing as it tastes like utter crap lol!!
So what have I been up to over the last week? Alot as it so happens, works been a bit mad and it turns out I am quite rubbish at collating information, I literally have no idea why, but when I do it it just doesn't work, I mean I can find completely different information to everyone else, completely different wrong information I should point out! Not very inspiring for someone whose still thinking of going into journalism. I say thinking as the studying is going slowly, very slowly and I am not sure I can
a) teach myself this stuff
b) be any good at the stuff once I know it
c) stand any hope of find a job, especially in todays market.
The problem is that I am a writer of fiction, so I can write for hours about nothing but having to actually write about 'something' now thats a whole new kettle of fish which makes me feel very scared (maybe kettle of sharks is more appropriate).
Plus my confidence levels are at about -200 at the moment, I know knowledge I just cannot part with it! What the hell is wrong with me?
Despite all the pasts weeks ups and many many downs while I continued to get stuff wrong and annoy people, I have learnt a huge amount of information, I have gained a clearer underestanding of the company I work for, I can pretty much tell you with production company goes with almost any of the many many films we have financed and the best lesson of all, I realised how great it feels to tell someone 'your film was great' and see them smile!! So all in all not the worst weelk ever, but still, roll on Friday!!

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